There's a thing that irritate me lately. I hope that by blogging it out, i will have a peace of mind. Have you ever been put in a very awkward and uncomfortable situation that you feel like want to punching someone? It was annoying that you change the subject trying to distract them (or hint that you are not comfortable on how the conversation is heading to) but they just pretend that it was like something funny and go on and on and on. dont you feel like punching someone to shut them up because action speak louder than words.
i can handle once or twice but everytime? the best thing i did is avoiding them. i was avoiding them for such a long time, that there's a time i forgot, hang-out with them again and it struck me. and you know that it was too late to run.
the worst thing is that i start treating some ppl badly just because what the other people said. exaggerating stories, telling lies, feel paranoid, avoiding....im getting sick of myself.
i'm done feeling awkward and uncomfortable, the next time around...i wont change the topic but i'll face it, i'll make them feel awkward and uncomfortable like they never feel before.
it wont be nice but i wont be sorry.
i can handle once or twice but everytime? the best thing i did is avoiding them. i was avoiding them for such a long time, that there's a time i forgot, hang-out with them again and it struck me. and you know that it was too late to run.
the worst thing is that i start treating some ppl badly just because what the other people said. exaggerating stories, telling lies, feel paranoid, avoiding....im getting sick of myself.
i'm done feeling awkward and uncomfortable, the next time around...i wont change the topic but i'll face it, i'll make them feel awkward and uncomfortable like they never feel before.
it wont be nice but i wont be sorry.
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